There comes a time in everyone's life, when you are confronted with BIG decisions to take.It could be your Education,your marriage,your job, and even your life.With th kind of middle class family system we had at home, in my case, most of the time,I was left to take those decisions myself,all by myself.
But never ever had I faced a situation like what I faced this time, as it was about my life, my future, my health, and my family, all rolled into one,for a single decision point.There was easy points available,with minimum interventions,or the BIG Ticket one available to take.
What makes you decide, on such major situations in life?How do you take such decisions,which can have very serious long term impact on everything you have done so far, with no provocation to be so aggressive ?When safer,or emotional soft spot decisions are available, to carry on with your life as before, and wait for an accident,or a compulsion to take such life changing decisions? Taking BIG ticket life changing decision in a preventive mode,is what I went through recently.The impact of such decision on myself, my life, my family,my state of being, will have to be watched,but one thing is for sure.Having taken that decision, and gone throuh the process,I feel very strong within me,very relaxed and confident within me,as a person,a lot of happiness to have been able to cross,a huge self actualisation process within me,is a great,great high.But at the same time,I am also confronted with the realities of the BIG ticket decision in the interim,which has social attributes.I need to over come them.
Yet again,in my life,I am facing a situation of hope,and a self confidence to take me on to my journey,as I march ahead.
More on this,as things unfold.